Thursday, November 13, 2008

Wait for me!

My younger sister text me today and said, "Just one month left until you are done!!! Hooray! :)" All I can think about are all of the things that I still need to do before I can breathe that sigh of relief. Stress keeps piling up and I can't seem to shake it enough to relax and enjoy my last semester here in Hawaii.
As I am coming to the close of my college days, I can't help but think of the Jack Johnson song that says:

Slow down everyone
You're moving too fast
Frames can't catch you when
You're moving like that

Life seems to be moving too fast for me! I want to enjoy this time of carefree days, but time just keeps on ticking and pulling me forward. I feel like yelling 'Wait for me!' Life shouldn't be moving on without me! But time can't hear my inaudible plea.
I want to play and live without any responsibilities of the 'real world'. Yet, I feel like it is time for me to move on and try another new and exciting adventure. I only wish I knew what that new and exciting adventure might be. I don't want my time here to be over. I have loved almost every minute of my time here and it is sad to think that I will never be able to recreate the time that I have spent here. Change is unevitable. I only wish it didn't scare me so much!